friday

mood: so tired
listening to: baby einstein world animal
last read: t's blog

jack has decided his new awake time is 2am to 5 am. it is absolute bunk.

noah, trevor and i were sick as dogs monday night and most of the day tuesday. there is still an inkling of nausea every once in a while. kimi, blessed, blessed kimi, took jack overnight so that cps couldnt come and take him on the cause of neglect. (trevor and i were just laying on the living room floor, aching and trying not to throw up and jack was just cryyyying. poor baby) maya now has it, and apparently the spelmans as well. i think it spread at the bday party. just my theory.

lori stepped down from coordinating to refocus her family's life. i am happy for her, yet it adds a little more pressure on my shoulders. i am trying not to lay awake at night and think of all the mops stuff that needs to get done or that didnt get done, but it is an uphill battle. i miss my peaceful sleep.